It disappoints me that there are people who are going through pain and suffering that is almost unimaginable to me, and I am sitting here wallowing and making a big deal about having some surgery that snips out some overgrown blood vessels.

All it does is cause seizures, and if my blood pressure goes up, I have hemorrhage.  But other than the fact that I am physically incapable right now, and the anti-convulsion drugs are not doing very well with my body, I don’t have any pain, I’m not that sick, I can still go to school, I have great friends…

I don’t know why I should be making a big deal about this or complaining, and it makes me upset that I can’t even handle some surgery.

Maybe because the only surgery I can remember having is getting my wisdom teeth taken out.  Except I was awake for that one, and not going to be awake for this one.

Or maybe the angiogram, but I don’t know if that can be considered surgery, though it was pretty invasive…